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Shawn Black and his eighteen-year-old goth sister lived at home with their parents. Shawn attended a nearby community college and Jane was unsure about more schooling. Jane never liked school. She loved knowledge and learning but hated being around her peers. She dropped out of high school a year ago and completed her GED instead. She was much happier and didn't have anxiety from school anymore.
Shawn and Jane were very close, but Shawn had a secret; he was in love with his sister.
Jane sat next to their mother's tulip garden writing in her diary. Shawn was near her playing a game on his phone when he peeked into her diary and read the words:
"I think, I have a crush on Kevin."
Kevin was an actor on Jane's favorite TV show. Shawn felt nothing but rage and jealousy. Shawn knew he loved his sister in a different way, yet he didn't know what to do with his feelings. Shawn fantasized about beating up Kevin. He wished he could punch Kevin in the face so hard that he would knock him out. "STAY THE FUCK OUT OF MY SISTER'S MIND!" That's what he would say he thought. As though that would stop Jane from thinking about him.
Shawn went inside the house and struggled with his thoughts. He wanted to be the man in his sister's mind. He knew he was handsome and he wanted Jane to notice. Shawn was 6'3" with broad shoulders, fit body and thick blond hair that he combed back. But his beauty didn't stop there, he had a strong jawline, high cheekbones, and deep-set blue eyes. Shawn had a lot of girls after him, they begged for his snapchat but he ignored them all. His priorities were all about Jane.
Jane got into the goth subculture around fourteen and Shawn worried for her safety. He loved her style but ignorant people can be dangerous and evil towards different styles or beliefs. He also stressed about boys liking her. Jane had been looking for a part-time job and that made Shawn uneasy. He liked having Jane at home safe and sound without anyone to look at her.
Jane wasn't like other girls. One of the reasons Jane got into the goth fashion was because it was easier to dress modestly. Yes, the goth fashion has many looks, but Jane's favorite was the Victorian image. Shawn admired Jane for her modesty amongst other things. She was shy, quiet, did her chores, and she'd hug him when he'd come home. Which made his heart jump every time she did.
Shawn loved her for all those reasons, but one of her qualities stood out the most to him. Jane was a virgin. And Shawn saw her virginity as his most prized possession, even though it wasn't his. What right did he have over her purity? He thought. Shawn lost his virginity at fifteen years old to an older woman. It was the only woman he had ever been with and he felt sick after intercourse.
He knew what he wanted; a pure girl with love only for him. Jane had everything he wanted in a partner. But how could he make his sister see the love he has for her?
Frigid Jane was her nickname back in school. She was known for her lack of dating and non-interest in the boys at school. Shawn loved that. But if she wasn't interested in anyone back then than how can she be into him now?
Shawn felt frustrated with all his thoughts and emotions. And what would his parents think if they ever found out? I mean, they both traveled a lot for work and left the kids alone for long periods of time. But that was it wasn't it? They were just two siblings left alone to care for each other, yet Jane didn't develop feelings for him or had she?
Shawn ran upstairs with his thoughts to Jane's room and knocked on her door. He needed to see her to spend time with her. He always wanted to be near her even though they saw each other every day. "Yes, come in."
"Hey, what are you up to?"
"Just writing in my diary."
"Still? Weren't you just outside doing that?" He smiled and lowered his voice. He never wanted to sound irritated towards Jane. "What do you write in there?"
"My dreams, thoughts, prayers...some drawings." She chuckled. "I am not a good artist, but I try."
"Prayers...? Why? We aren't religious."
"Well, no but I am spiritual. I mean, maybe one day I'd like to belong to a religion. I have always thought that monks, nuns, and anyone that puts their faith Sancaktepe Escort (https://www.pompaci.net/istanbul/sancaktepe) or belief first in a positive form are a great person to know." Jane's cheeks flushed red as though saying it out loud made her feel somewhat holy. "I just don't want a common life. I want more."
"What are you saying?" He walked towards her bed and sat next to her.
She wore a long-sleeved turtleneck black velvet dress that stopped at her knees and black fishnet tights covered her legs. Her black thick long wavy hair was up in a ponytail. Bangs covered her forehead and a few strands of hair hung on the sides of her face. Her ears were exposed showing off her industrial piercings and small black plugs.
Jane looked lovely as always Shawn thought. And as Jane explained herself, he sat there and admired her beauty. Jane's complexion was white as a ghost, her skinny body and chubby cheeks made her seem younger than she was. Her face was slightly round, small lips that looked like they belonged to a cherub. Small button nose and big hazel eyes that surrounded them with long thick eyelashes. She resembled a porcelain doll.
Shawn's mind wondered what her body looked like. He knew she had A size breasts, those perky light pink nippled little jugs that he wanted to touch so badly. He had gone through her underwear drawer before when he would fold her laundry and knew her sizes. He even knew when she was on her period because he would check her calendar.
"Why are you staring at my necklace so much?" Her face confused.
Shawn blinked several times. And thanked the heavens that she was wearing a silver ankh necklace. Which sat in the middle of her chest; the chest that Shawn was deep in thought about. "Oh, eh, I just like it."
"I can give you one if you want? I have a couple more." Her hand reached out to touch his hand and she rubbed it in a friendly manner. "I've never offered before because you have a completely different style."
Shawn loved it when she touched him, even if it was just his hand. "Ah," He laughed. "Yeah, I know. I still think your style is better tho." Shawn really didn't have a style, he had no piercings or tattoos. He wore normal basic clothes. Semi-baggy jeans, t-shirts, hoodies and his shoes were a mixture of Vans and Converse.
"So, did you hear anything I said?" Jane asked.
That's right, she was explaining herself about the whole religion thing. But he was so fixated on her body that he completely shut her out. "Ah, no sorry...what were you saying?" He felt embarrassed.
"I said, I think...I'm Asexual because I don't find anyone attractive. And maybe one day I'd like to join a religious group or spiritual path where I won't be questioned/judged for being a virgin. This world is overly obsessed with sex and I want no part in it." She straightened her dress out to cover her legs a little more and continued. "I know I am not a lesbian because I do like the male form and I have masturbated before thinking of a male actor that I like an-"
"WHAT!?" Shawn stood up and hovered over Jane. "You masturbated!?" Shawn placed his hands on her shoulders. "WHO'S THE ACTOR? AND WHEN AND HOW DID YOU TOUCH YOURSELF!?"
Jane was terrified but found the courage to remove his hands away from her. "What are you doing!?" She asked frightened. "Why are you so angry?"
"Because you're my little sister." He sat back down. "I-I'm just surprised..." He was more than shocked. He was mad that she didn't masturbate about him. "And what's this shit about being Asexual? I mean, you are so young, you don't know what turns you on. Well, apparently an actor did." He tightened his fists in resentment because Jane thought of another man. "And is the actor Kevin? You have a crush on that fool don't you?"
"Wha-!? Did you read my diary? Because no one knows about him. Plus, I'm NOT sure if I just like the way he dresses or if I like him."
"Yeah, I read your diary ok! And I would love to beat the shit out of that punk looking guy." Shawn stood up and paced around Jane's room.
Jane didn't know what to think or say. She loved her brother very much, but she didn't understand why he was upset over an actor. "Uhm, are you mad because I touched myself thinking of Kevin or because I might be Asexual?"
"Both. Maybe. I don't know. I mean, when did it happen? And was it your first time?"
"Yeah, I guess...it happened two weeks ago. I had never masturbated before and I was reading Escort Sancaktepe (https://www.pompaci.net/istanbul/sancaktepe) about self-pleasure to see if I felt anything. I wanted to make sure that I was Asexual before I labeled myself."
"And did you feel anything?"
"Well, uh...I don't know. I didn't feel the big O as they called it on the website. I just felt my fingers massage my clit a little and I didn't poke anything for fear of puncturing my hymen." Jane's cheeks turned red again. "I felt a little sensation around my clit...almost like a nice foot massage. I started to feel uncomfortable so I stopped."
Shawn's rod instantly got hard. He thought about her clit, pussy and the rest of her body. Imagining Jane touch herself had gotten him excited enough. He had to release himself. "I have to go. We will talk about this later."
He stormed out of her room and ran to his. He pulled down his pants and started to massage his dick. Shawn wasn't like his sister; he was a prolific masturbator. How could he not be? Being around his sister all the time kept him hard and ready to fuck most of the time. He spat on his cock and began to stroke it.
He held his 7ich thick stick and slowly jerked it. Precum spilled out a bit and he used it as lube.
"Ewwwwwwww...what is that?" Jane said as she entered his room. "That liquid stuff?"
Shawn jolted out of bed and tripped on his pants that he left around his ankles. He fell and landed on his stomach and erect penis. He moaned in pain and held his cock in his hands. "Oh my god," He squealed. "It hurts."
Jane ran to him. "Oh my gosh! Are you okay?"
"FUCK NO! I am not ok. I have never hurt my dick like this." He cradled his manhood in his hands and looked at Jane in shame. "Go away...ah, fuck, I'll be ok."
"No, I can't leave you like this. I'll go get some ice." Jane got a cold pack and placed it on her brother's privates. "Here let me take off your pants all the way before you trip again." She took his pants off and sat next to him. "Is it feeling better?" She asked concerned.
"Yes, I think so. Fuck Jane...this is so embarrassing."
"No, it's fine. Who will know? No one. But why did you have to touch yourself now? We weren't done with our conversation."
"I just needed to." He gave her an intense look.
Jane felt the heat of his words and stare. She thought about what she had said. Did her brother get turned on because she masturbated? "May I see it?"
"What?"
"I want to see it. To see if it's ok?" Jane questioned her curiosity, but at the same time, she liked the excitement she felt. Was this the attraction that people talked about? She thought. She really wanted to see her brother's penis. She noticed his flat fit stomach and chest. She had always liked that he was a shade darker. His skin was white but not as pale as hers.
He removed the ice pack and looked at her. She licked her lips. "Wow, yours is kind of big or is that normal size?"
Shawn laughed. "Thanks. Not sure if this is normal size or in the big dog's lane."
"I've never seen one up close. I mean, I have watched porn bu-"
"WHAT!?" Shawn was mad again. "When? Why?" It annoyed him that his sweet innocent sister had been corrupted.
"Calm down...I didn't really have a choice. I caught mom and dad watching it together. It was the middle of the night and I came downstairs for some water. And from the last two steps of the stairs, I could see them and the TV. They were watching some sort of BDSM. I think that's what's called?"
"Those perverts!" Shawn curled his lips in anger. "Don't they know they have a young daughter at home!?" He was very overprotective of his sister. They both looked at each other and laughed really hard over his exaggeration. "Ewwww...mom and dad were watching porn!" It had finally dawned to Shawn, and he was very grossed out by it.
Jane looked at his penis again and wondered what it felt like. She had never had a boyfriend and she didn't know if this was right to feel. But Shawn was her brother, best friend and he was very attractive. Is this why she was confused? She wondered. Secretly she had seen her brother as HOT and didn't know how to deal with it.
She felt guilty but a new urge grew inside her. Maybe she wasn't Asexual at all, she thought she was because of her disinterest in others. She must be really sick to want her brother this way, she thought. This made her feel worse, but his naked body was making her gooey Sancaktepe escort Bayan (https://www.pompaci.net/istanbul/sancaktepe) in between her legs. Her cheeks blushed once more and she stared into her brother's eyes. "Shawn," Her weak childlike tone uncovered her need for him.
He heard the yearning in her voice. Could this be happening? Was his sister falling for him? He thought. Shawn stared back at her and leaned in and kissed her. The young siblings had glued their soft pink lips together for the first time. The kiss was sweet, wet and new.
Jane backed away first and looked down at the floor. "I've never been kissed before." She whispered. Jane liked the kiss but didn't know what else to say.
The fact that he had just stolen her first kiss made him want her even more. Shawn leaned in again and placed his hands behind her neck and head. He pulled her in and his tongue invaded her mouth. Jane made a tiny moan, a moan of shock. She began to struggle and tried to move her face away from his, but he kept her in place. He stuck his tongue in deeper and swirled it around her small mouth.
She pushed herself back and slapped him across the face. "I-I...this is wrong." She said. Shawn did nothing but stare at her. His body had already betrayed him and it was taking over. The heat shot straight into his cock and it was rock hard again. His naked body ached for more.
Even though Jane didn't want to admit it, she too felt the heat. Her womanhood was pulsing and it was hungry for something she had never felt before. She got up from the floor and so did he.
She saw the look on her brother's face, the face of a man hunting down his prey. Shawn stood over her; he was a beast compared to her. She stood at 5'6" and was no match for him.
"Jane, I'm in love with you." He spoke softly as he stood closer. He thought that maybe if she knew how he felt, this wouldn't feel so wrong to her.
"In love with me?" Her face went from shocked to horrified. She backed away further. "B-but we are brother and sister...this is wrong."
Her words crushed Shawn. But it was too late, he had tasted her lips. He knew he had to have more. "Jane," He reached for her hand and kissed it. "I love you deeper than anything." He pulled her body in and kissed her again.
"No, wait, wait, no." She squealed. His strong body was against hers and she felt his staff poke at her. This was sinful she thought. But he was so handsome, and he was always so sweet to her. She hadn't felt this need for anyone before; her body was crying out for him. Lips locked and they swayed over to his bed.
He laid naked on top of her. Their tongues interlaced into each other and she learned quickly. She stuck her tongue deeper and sucked on his tongue. She wrapped her arms around him. He felt so good. His naked body swept her into the submission that she had denied. She caressed his soft strong back and slide her hand down to his stomach and felt his abs. She wanted to touch his penis for the first time, but she couldn't. Jane was too scared to go any further. She was fully clothed and she had decided that it was going to stay that way.
His warm soft mouth melted her virgin pussy as he kissed her. But when his dick poked at her inner thigh she freaked. "Stop! STOP!" She screamed and pushed him off.
Shawn got off and laid on his side beside her. "What is it?"
Jane's eyes filled with tears. "I love you, but this is...weird." Her tears rolled down to her lips making them wet. Shawn wanted to lick her tears and kiss her mouth again. Jane got off the bed and walked towards the bedroom door. "I'm going back to my room. Please don't follow me."
Shawn stayed in bed naked. His heart was slightly hurt, but he had to give her time. This was all new to her and he would wait forever if he had to. He was in love with his beautiful gothic sister and there would be no one else to replace her. She was his love, and he had to be patient.
Jane locked her bedroom door behind her and slumped over her bed. Guilt had rushed through her, but something else was crawling around in there too. Lust. She lusted over her brother now and started to think if she had ever seen him like that before. Yes. She thought. Every time he had taken off his shirt in front of her. She had accepted the fact that every hug she ever gave him, was her wanting to feel him. Even though, she never thought about it until now.
This made her a deplorable sinner, she thought. She wanted to confess to a priest, but she wasn't religious. Her body wanted him, but why did it feel so wicked.
Jane opened her diary and started to write.
"My brother is in love with me. And I don't know what to do. We kissed today and I got turned on for the first time. I walked away, but I don't know if I'll be strong enough to leave a second time..."
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Shawn Black and his eighteen-year-old goth sister lived at home with their parents. Shawn attended a nearby community college and Jane was unsure about more schooling. Jane never liked school. She loved knowledge and learning but hated being around her peers. She dropped out of high school a year ago and completed her GED instead. She was much happier and didn't have anxiety from school anymore.
Shawn and Jane were very close, but Shawn had a secret; he was in love with his sister.
Jane sat next to their mother's tulip garden writing in her diary. Shawn was near her playing a game on his phone when he peeked into her diary and read the words:
"I think, I have a crush on Kevin."
Kevin was an actor on Jane's favorite TV show. Shawn felt nothing but rage and jealousy. Shawn knew he loved his sister in a different way, yet he didn't know what to do with his feelings. Shawn fantasized about beating up Kevin. He wished he could punch Kevin in the face so hard that he would knock him out. "STAY THE FUCK OUT OF MY SISTER'S MIND!" That's what he would say he thought. As though that would stop Jane from thinking about him.
Shawn went inside the house and struggled with his thoughts. He wanted to be the man in his sister's mind. He knew he was handsome and he wanted Jane to notice. Shawn was 6'3" with broad shoulders, fit body and thick blond hair that he combed back. But his beauty didn't stop there, he had a strong jawline, high cheekbones, and deep-set blue eyes. Shawn had a lot of girls after him, they begged for his snapchat but he ignored them all. His priorities were all about Jane.
Jane got into the goth subculture around fourteen and Shawn worried for her safety. He loved her style but ignorant people can be dangerous and evil towards different styles or beliefs. He also stressed about boys liking her. Jane had been looking for a part-time job and that made Shawn uneasy. He liked having Jane at home safe and sound without anyone to look at her.
Jane wasn't like other girls. One of the reasons Jane got into the goth fashion was because it was easier to dress modestly. Yes, the goth fashion has many looks, but Jane's favorite was the Victorian image. Shawn admired Jane for her modesty amongst other things. She was shy, quiet, did her chores, and she'd hug him when he'd come home. Which made his heart jump every time she did.
Shawn loved her for all those reasons, but one of her qualities stood out the most to him. Jane was a virgin. And Shawn saw her virginity as his most prized possession, even though it wasn't his. What right did he have over her purity? He thought. Shawn lost his virginity at fifteen years old to an older woman. It was the only woman he had ever been with and he felt sick after intercourse.
He knew what he wanted; a pure girl with love only for him. Jane had everything he wanted in a partner. But how could he make his sister see the love he has for her?
Frigid Jane was her nickname back in school. She was known for her lack of dating and non-interest in the boys at school. Shawn loved that. But if she wasn't interested in anyone back then than how can she be into him now?
Shawn felt frustrated with all his thoughts and emotions. And what would his parents think if they ever found out? I mean, they both traveled a lot for work and left the kids alone for long periods of time. But that was it wasn't it? They were just two siblings left alone to care for each other, yet Jane didn't develop feelings for him or had she?
Shawn ran upstairs with his thoughts to Jane's room and knocked on her door. He needed to see her to spend time with her. He always wanted to be near her even though they saw each other every day. "Yes, come in."
"Hey, what are you up to?"
"Just writing in my diary."
"Still? Weren't you just outside doing that?" He smiled and lowered his voice. He never wanted to sound irritated towards Jane. "What do you write in there?"
"My dreams, thoughts, prayers...some drawings." She chuckled. "I am not a good artist, but I try."
"Prayers...? Why? We aren't religious."
"Well, no but I am spiritual. I mean, maybe one day I'd like to belong to a religion. I have always thought that monks, nuns, and anyone that puts their faith Sancaktepe Escort (https://www.pompaci.net/istanbul/sancaktepe) or belief first in a positive form are a great person to know." Jane's cheeks flushed red as though saying it out loud made her feel somewhat holy. "I just don't want a common life. I want more."
"What are you saying?" He walked towards her bed and sat next to her.
She wore a long-sleeved turtleneck black velvet dress that stopped at her knees and black fishnet tights covered her legs. Her black thick long wavy hair was up in a ponytail. Bangs covered her forehead and a few strands of hair hung on the sides of her face. Her ears were exposed showing off her industrial piercings and small black plugs.
Jane looked lovely as always Shawn thought. And as Jane explained herself, he sat there and admired her beauty. Jane's complexion was white as a ghost, her skinny body and chubby cheeks made her seem younger than she was. Her face was slightly round, small lips that looked like they belonged to a cherub. Small button nose and big hazel eyes that surrounded them with long thick eyelashes. She resembled a porcelain doll.
Shawn's mind wondered what her body looked like. He knew she had A size breasts, those perky light pink nippled little jugs that he wanted to touch so badly. He had gone through her underwear drawer before when he would fold her laundry and knew her sizes. He even knew when she was on her period because he would check her calendar.
"Why are you staring at my necklace so much?" Her face confused.
Shawn blinked several times. And thanked the heavens that she was wearing a silver ankh necklace. Which sat in the middle of her chest; the chest that Shawn was deep in thought about. "Oh, eh, I just like it."
"I can give you one if you want? I have a couple more." Her hand reached out to touch his hand and she rubbed it in a friendly manner. "I've never offered before because you have a completely different style."
Shawn loved it when she touched him, even if it was just his hand. "Ah," He laughed. "Yeah, I know. I still think your style is better tho." Shawn really didn't have a style, he had no piercings or tattoos. He wore normal basic clothes. Semi-baggy jeans, t-shirts, hoodies and his shoes were a mixture of Vans and Converse.
"So, did you hear anything I said?" Jane asked.
That's right, she was explaining herself about the whole religion thing. But he was so fixated on her body that he completely shut her out. "Ah, no sorry...what were you saying?" He felt embarrassed.
"I said, I think...I'm Asexual because I don't find anyone attractive. And maybe one day I'd like to join a religious group or spiritual path where I won't be questioned/judged for being a virgin. This world is overly obsessed with sex and I want no part in it." She straightened her dress out to cover her legs a little more and continued. "I know I am not a lesbian because I do like the male form and I have masturbated before thinking of a male actor that I like an-"
"WHAT!?" Shawn stood up and hovered over Jane. "You masturbated!?" Shawn placed his hands on her shoulders. "WHO'S THE ACTOR? AND WHEN AND HOW DID YOU TOUCH YOURSELF!?"
Jane was terrified but found the courage to remove his hands away from her. "What are you doing!?" She asked frightened. "Why are you so angry?"
"Because you're my little sister." He sat back down. "I-I'm just surprised..." He was more than shocked. He was mad that she didn't masturbate about him. "And what's this shit about being Asexual? I mean, you are so young, you don't know what turns you on. Well, apparently an actor did." He tightened his fists in resentment because Jane thought of another man. "And is the actor Kevin? You have a crush on that fool don't you?"
"Wha-!? Did you read my diary? Because no one knows about him. Plus, I'm NOT sure if I just like the way he dresses or if I like him."
"Yeah, I read your diary ok! And I would love to beat the shit out of that punk looking guy." Shawn stood up and paced around Jane's room.
Jane didn't know what to think or say. She loved her brother very much, but she didn't understand why he was upset over an actor. "Uhm, are you mad because I touched myself thinking of Kevin or because I might be Asexual?"
"Both. Maybe. I don't know. I mean, when did it happen? And was it your first time?"
"Yeah, I guess...it happened two weeks ago. I had never masturbated before and I was reading Escort Sancaktepe (https://www.pompaci.net/istanbul/sancaktepe) about self-pleasure to see if I felt anything. I wanted to make sure that I was Asexual before I labeled myself."
"And did you feel anything?"
"Well, uh...I don't know. I didn't feel the big O as they called it on the website. I just felt my fingers massage my clit a little and I didn't poke anything for fear of puncturing my hymen." Jane's cheeks turned red again. "I felt a little sensation around my clit...almost like a nice foot massage. I started to feel uncomfortable so I stopped."
Shawn's rod instantly got hard. He thought about her clit, pussy and the rest of her body. Imagining Jane touch herself had gotten him excited enough. He had to release himself. "I have to go. We will talk about this later."
He stormed out of her room and ran to his. He pulled down his pants and started to massage his dick. Shawn wasn't like his sister; he was a prolific masturbator. How could he not be? Being around his sister all the time kept him hard and ready to fuck most of the time. He spat on his cock and began to stroke it.
He held his 7ich thick stick and slowly jerked it. Precum spilled out a bit and he used it as lube.
"Ewwwwwwww...what is that?" Jane said as she entered his room. "That liquid stuff?"
Shawn jolted out of bed and tripped on his pants that he left around his ankles. He fell and landed on his stomach and erect penis. He moaned in pain and held his cock in his hands. "Oh my god," He squealed. "It hurts."
Jane ran to him. "Oh my gosh! Are you okay?"
"FUCK NO! I am not ok. I have never hurt my dick like this." He cradled his manhood in his hands and looked at Jane in shame. "Go away...ah, fuck, I'll be ok."
"No, I can't leave you like this. I'll go get some ice." Jane got a cold pack and placed it on her brother's privates. "Here let me take off your pants all the way before you trip again." She took his pants off and sat next to him. "Is it feeling better?" She asked concerned.
"Yes, I think so. Fuck Jane...this is so embarrassing."
"No, it's fine. Who will know? No one. But why did you have to touch yourself now? We weren't done with our conversation."
"I just needed to." He gave her an intense look.
Jane felt the heat of his words and stare. She thought about what she had said. Did her brother get turned on because she masturbated? "May I see it?"
"What?"
"I want to see it. To see if it's ok?" Jane questioned her curiosity, but at the same time, she liked the excitement she felt. Was this the attraction that people talked about? She thought. She really wanted to see her brother's penis. She noticed his flat fit stomach and chest. She had always liked that he was a shade darker. His skin was white but not as pale as hers.
He removed the ice pack and looked at her. She licked her lips. "Wow, yours is kind of big or is that normal size?"
Shawn laughed. "Thanks. Not sure if this is normal size or in the big dog's lane."
"I've never seen one up close. I mean, I have watched porn bu-"
"WHAT!?" Shawn was mad again. "When? Why?" It annoyed him that his sweet innocent sister had been corrupted.
"Calm down...I didn't really have a choice. I caught mom and dad watching it together. It was the middle of the night and I came downstairs for some water. And from the last two steps of the stairs, I could see them and the TV. They were watching some sort of BDSM. I think that's what's called?"
"Those perverts!" Shawn curled his lips in anger. "Don't they know they have a young daughter at home!?" He was very overprotective of his sister. They both looked at each other and laughed really hard over his exaggeration. "Ewwww...mom and dad were watching porn!" It had finally dawned to Shawn, and he was very grossed out by it.
Jane looked at his penis again and wondered what it felt like. She had never had a boyfriend and she didn't know if this was right to feel. But Shawn was her brother, best friend and he was very attractive. Is this why she was confused? She wondered. Secretly she had seen her brother as HOT and didn't know how to deal with it.
She felt guilty but a new urge grew inside her. Maybe she wasn't Asexual at all, she thought she was because of her disinterest in others. She must be really sick to want her brother this way, she thought. This made her feel worse, but his naked body was making her gooey Sancaktepe escort Bayan (https://www.pompaci.net/istanbul/sancaktepe) in between her legs. Her cheeks blushed once more and she stared into her brother's eyes. "Shawn," Her weak childlike tone uncovered her need for him.
He heard the yearning in her voice. Could this be happening? Was his sister falling for him? He thought. Shawn stared back at her and leaned in and kissed her. The young siblings had glued their soft pink lips together for the first time. The kiss was sweet, wet and new.
Jane backed away first and looked down at the floor. "I've never been kissed before." She whispered. Jane liked the kiss but didn't know what else to say.
The fact that he had just stolen her first kiss made him want her even more. Shawn leaned in again and placed his hands behind her neck and head. He pulled her in and his tongue invaded her mouth. Jane made a tiny moan, a moan of shock. She began to struggle and tried to move her face away from his, but he kept her in place. He stuck his tongue in deeper and swirled it around her small mouth.
She pushed herself back and slapped him across the face. "I-I...this is wrong." She said. Shawn did nothing but stare at her. His body had already betrayed him and it was taking over. The heat shot straight into his cock and it was rock hard again. His naked body ached for more.
Even though Jane didn't want to admit it, she too felt the heat. Her womanhood was pulsing and it was hungry for something she had never felt before. She got up from the floor and so did he.
She saw the look on her brother's face, the face of a man hunting down his prey. Shawn stood over her; he was a beast compared to her. She stood at 5'6" and was no match for him.
"Jane, I'm in love with you." He spoke softly as he stood closer. He thought that maybe if she knew how he felt, this wouldn't feel so wrong to her.
"In love with me?" Her face went from shocked to horrified. She backed away further. "B-but we are brother and sister...this is wrong."
Her words crushed Shawn. But it was too late, he had tasted her lips. He knew he had to have more. "Jane," He reached for her hand and kissed it. "I love you deeper than anything." He pulled her body in and kissed her again.
"No, wait, wait, no." She squealed. His strong body was against hers and she felt his staff poke at her. This was sinful she thought. But he was so handsome, and he was always so sweet to her. She hadn't felt this need for anyone before; her body was crying out for him. Lips locked and they swayed over to his bed.
He laid naked on top of her. Their tongues interlaced into each other and she learned quickly. She stuck her tongue deeper and sucked on his tongue. She wrapped her arms around him. He felt so good. His naked body swept her into the submission that she had denied. She caressed his soft strong back and slide her hand down to his stomach and felt his abs. She wanted to touch his penis for the first time, but she couldn't. Jane was too scared to go any further. She was fully clothed and she had decided that it was going to stay that way.
His warm soft mouth melted her virgin pussy as he kissed her. But when his dick poked at her inner thigh she freaked. "Stop! STOP!" She screamed and pushed him off.
Shawn got off and laid on his side beside her. "What is it?"
Jane's eyes filled with tears. "I love you, but this is...weird." Her tears rolled down to her lips making them wet. Shawn wanted to lick her tears and kiss her mouth again. Jane got off the bed and walked towards the bedroom door. "I'm going back to my room. Please don't follow me."
Shawn stayed in bed naked. His heart was slightly hurt, but he had to give her time. This was all new to her and he would wait forever if he had to. He was in love with his beautiful gothic sister and there would be no one else to replace her. She was his love, and he had to be patient.
Jane locked her bedroom door behind her and slumped over her bed. Guilt had rushed through her, but something else was crawling around in there too. Lust. She lusted over her brother now and started to think if she had ever seen him like that before. Yes. She thought. Every time he had taken off his shirt in front of her. She had accepted the fact that every hug she ever gave him, was her wanting to feel him. Even though, she never thought about it until now.
This made her a deplorable sinner, she thought. She wanted to confess to a priest, but she wasn't religious. Her body wanted him, but why did it feel so wicked.
Jane opened her diary and started to write.
"My brother is in love with me. And I don't know what to do. We kissed today and I got turned on for the first time. I walked away, but I don't know if I'll be strong enough to leave a second time..."