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Every day I wake up and do the same thing over and over again. I really hate routine, it drives me nutty. I wasn't always like this. At one point I was carefree and did what I wanted. It wasn't until I got into a relationship and moved in with her, that things seemed to fall into a routine. Her routine. My girlfriend is the controlling type. She is always telling me what to do, where to go, when to be back. It didn't occur to me how much she was doing it until I met Katie. She asked me why I let Amber control me the way I do. I told her I hadn't noticed. She flat out told me I needed to open my eyes. Since then, I have and I can?t stand it. In some ways, I've kind of started to rebel and do what I want. Katie and I plan to go out tonight, just us girls. I haven?t been out in ages, because Amber would rather hangout at home watching whatever is on the TV. I agreed to meet Katie at the bar around six. When I enter the bar, I can see it is going to be a crowded night. It?s Thursday, but it?s Thirsty Thursday. The drinks are all half price, making people come in earlier and stay longer. The bar isn?t huge, but it isn?t a hole in the wall one, either. All along the right side of the place is the bar, at the far right end are two pool tables. On the left side in the far back is where you can dance. Right as you enter are the tables, where a lot of people tend to hang out. I spot Katie right off, heading towards her I notice she is sitting with a guy. I didn?t realize she was bringing someone else. As I move closer, I can hear bits of their conversation. ?No, thank you. I?m actually waiting for someone,? Katie says. I can hear the annoyance in her voice. ?Oh come on, I?m sure they won?t mind. Just one dance, sweet thing?? The guy who is bothering Katie, from what I can tell, has already had one too many. I decide to do the only thing that makes sense to me. I sashay up to them, a smirk on my face, eyeing both him and her. She notices me first. ?Hi babe, I?m sorry I?m so late. The boss was on my ass all day.? Before she has the chance to reply, I lean into her, and kiss her deeply. My tongue invades her mouth, tasting the wine she has been drinking. The softness of her tongue is powerful, welcoming and so sexy. I can feel the burn building deep inside me. I release the kiss before I get myself into trouble. Without missing a beat, Katie recovers. ?That?s okay, baby. I was just telling my new friend here you were on your way.? ?I see, well, here I am. Thanks for keeping her company until I could take up all her time.? I look at him, waiting for him to answer. I think he is shocked and confused. I think he thought Katie was lying about waiting for someone, let alone another girl. ?Right, no problem. See you ladies around.? He leaves before either of us have a chance to answer him. I take his seat, as the bartender comes to take my order for a White Russian. ?I can?t believe you did that, Alice. That was incredible!? Katie is clearly blushing. She is smiling from ear to ear as if she won a prize. I?m not sure what the big deal is, since all I did was help her from a creep. ?Hey, it could have gone all wrong if you didn?t kiss me back the way you did. I would have looked like a crazy lady!? I can?t help but laugh, thinking about how badly it could have gone. How embarrassing. ?I didn?t even have a chance to think. One second you weren?t there, the next you are and your tongue is in my mouth. How can I refuse that? You?re a great kisser too.? ?I?ve had a lot of practice. I happen to love kissing. You?re pretty damn good yourself.? I give her a wink, just as I take a long sip from my drink. I know it?s going to be a fantastic night. As the night goes on, we drink through our fair share of alcohol, dance to some of the best 80?s music and laugh so hard we have people staring at us. We don?t bring up the kiss for the rest of the night, but I can?t seem to get it out of my mind. It has made me incredibly horny and all I want to do is fuck. When I notice it's almost one in the morning, I explain that I have to go. Katie tries to convince me to stay until closing, but I know I?m already in a heap of shit with Amber. She tells me she understands and we say goodnight. Driving home I check my phone, seeing I have three missed texts and two missed calls from Amber. All of them are asking where the hell I am. Sometimes I feel like she is more of a mother than a girlfriend. I?m not looking forward to the fight that will take place when I do get home. I?m far too drunk to want that kind of argument right now. When I get in, all the lights are off and Amber is in the bedroom sleeping. I?m rather surprised she didn?t wait up for me. Maybe she is going to try and relax a little. I decide to surprise her with what I know she?ll love. I strip out of my clothing, trying not to make any noise. Amber isn?t all bad. She is one of the first girls I have ever had a relationship with. The girls before were mostly hook-ups. When I was a teenager, I thought that I was different because I didn?t date boys. I had no interest in them. It wasn?t until I met April that I knew. She started flirting with me and one thing led to another. We hung out and had sex - friends with benefits, and no one was the wiser. I met Amber when I was twenty. She was the first girl to sweep me off my feet and we've been together since. Five years later, I?m starting to see maybe what we?ve had isn?t so healthy, but I still can?t see myself without her. As I look down at her in bed, I can?t help but love the controlling freak that she is. She has flaming red hair, the greenest eyes and palest şişli escort (https://sislimarka.com/) skin I?ve ever seen. She has curves that can last all day long. Crawling into bed, I snake my arm around her. I pull her into me closer, kissing lightly on her neck. She lets out a soft moaning noise. It makes me smile, moving my hand down to slip into her panties. I can feel the smoothness of her mound against my fingertips. It makes me recall the first time we ever had sex. Seeing her naked for the first time. It was my first time seeing a pussy that was completely shaven. I had no idea how beautiful it could look, so the very next day she helped me shave mine. ?Where have you been? I was worried,? she says in a very sleepy voice. I can tell she?s been asleep for a while. She sounds exhausted, so I use this to my advantage. ?Work stuff, but I?m home now. Don?t worry about it,? I whisper softly. I begin to kiss down her back, moving towards her rib cage. She slowly turns to lie face up as I help to move her t-shirt upwards, exposing her rather large breasts. I have always loved playing with them. My fingers move to roll over her perking nipples, squeezing them softly to make them harder. When I move to kiss her, our lips meet and suddenly Katie?s lips are in my mind again. No matter how much I try, I can?t get her out of my head. Suddenly, it?s not Amber in bed with me but Katie. Her beautiful naked body is lying under me, looking up at me with greedy lust. Something we both share, wanting to give into what we shouldn?t, but are about to. I can?t help it, I let go and only think of Katie. Amber is no longer here. My mouth moves down her body, kissing and nipping at all the sensitive areas on her exposed flesh. When I reach between her thighs, I run my nose along her panties. I can smell how excited she is. She is moaning for me to touch her, begging me to take her. Even when she speaks, I hear Katie, not Amber. Slipping off her panties, I toss them to the floor. Her beautifully perfect shaved pussy is dripping with need. My mouth finds her clit easily, sucking on it gently. I slip a single finger inside her, fucking her gently. She rocks her hips to the rhythm, matching me perfectly. I begin to softly moan against her clit, causing her to groan with need. Her legs begin to tremble, growing tighter around my head. I work a second finger inside her, knowing she's close. I want her to come hard, to please her, so I curl my fingers to hit her g-spot. Suddenly her fingers are in my hair, legs tighter than a vice as she begins her hurricane of an orgasm. Amber?s moans are loud, but it?s still Katie I envision with me right now. When her orgasm passes, she moves to pull me up to her. Her breathing is heavy between soft moans as she begins to kiss me. I suddenly want so badly for it to be Katie. How can one single kiss in a bar make me go so crazy? Has it been lingering there all along? I mean sure, Katie is hot. She has dark hair, full perfect lips, dark skin, and legs that look like they could wrap around me twice. But, I?m with Amber, how can I possibly want anyone else? I?ve never cheated, but the more I think about it, the more I want it. *** When I wake up the next morning, Amber is the one holding me. My heart is racing, my body aching to be touched. It just wants to be touched by someone whom I?m not sharing a bed with. I slip out of Amber?s arms and go to take a shower. I relive what happened the night before. I think about the kiss in the bar, the way we danced and joked around. I can?t help but think about fucking her either. What I did to Amber last night, thinking it was Katie. I move my hand down between my legs and begin to touch myself. Even in the shower I can feel how wet I am. I?m slick and my clit is swelling to the point of being painful. I need to orgasm. I never got the chance last night. It didn?t take me long either. I just thought of Katie in the shower with me. She is on her knees, sucking hard and with need on my pussy. The idea makes me come hard. I have to muffle my moans with one hand, as the other works my pussy. The last thing I need to do is wake Amber. That would be hard to explain. Once I?m done, I go get dressed and start breakfast. On the week days it?s up to me to make sure we?re fed. Amber wakes up just as I am setting the table with pancakes and bacon. She comes in, pouring us coffee. She is smiling, so I know she forgives me last night. I just hope she doesn?t question me again. Nothing is said, besides the fact that Amber needs to spend the weekend at her mothers. She isn?t feeling well and needs help. I ask her if she wants me to come, but she tells me she can do it. We both know it?s because Amber?s mother never truly approved of her being lesbian. So, I am never invited or thought of by her family. However, mine fully approves and welcomes Amber into the family. I help her pack and we both leave, her to her mother?s, me to work. Around eleven I get a text from Katie. ?Hey, just wanted to say that I had a lot of fun last night.? I read the words. They are so simple, but they mean so much to me. I can?t help but smile like a school girl. ?I had an amazing time too. It was needed. You sure know how to have fun!? ?We should do it again. Like, soon!? How can I say no? After all, I had so much fun last night. It seems to work out perfectly since Amber is out of town. I shouldn?t have to sit home and do nothing. ?I?m free this weekend. Amber is at her mum?s. How does that sound?? ?It sounds like a date! Let?s grab dinner and go to the bar after. How about tomorrow?? ?It?s a date. I can get what I need done tonight mecidiyeköy escort (https://sislimarka.com/) and be free tomorrow.? ?Most excellent!? Her words make me giggle, I haven?t felt this way in a long time. I know I shouldn?t feel this way, but I can?t help it. I put my phone away and go back to working. I know that I need to get the files done, if I ever want to get home tonight. When work does end, I swing by a corner shop and grab few wine coolers, whilst ordering a pizza. I might as well make the best of the night, since I?m alone. Once home, I do what little cleaning needs to be done. I?ve always liked having a clean apartment. Amber tends not to be, so I?m always cleaning up after her. I can?t help but find our relationship so unusual. After an hour, I grab my now cold pizza and wine coolers and plop down in front of the TV. I?ve changed out of my work clothes, now wearing my PJ bottoms and an oversized sweater. My long dark hair is down, out of its usual tight bun or pony tail. I scan through Netflix, trying to find something to watch. I opt on watching Sons of Anarchy, my favourite series. By the time I?m into the fourth episode, I get a text from Amber. She asks me how work was, if I had gotten everything done. I ask her how her mother is. Apparently she has been under the weather, much more than she led on. The house is a total mess and the bills need to get paid. Amber can?t count on her siblings to help her out, so she is on her own. I offer my help again, knowing that I?ll be told no. After an hour or so of texting, she tells me she is going to bed. I?m on my last wine cooler, with a slight buzz when I think about going to bed myself. I shut my TV off, heading towards the bedroom. I can?t remember the last time I slept alone. I suddenly feel really lonely and out of place, even though I?m in my own place. I grab my phone and send a text to Katie, hoping she isn?t out or sleeping. When she replies, she tells me I should call her. So, I do. We talk for hours, laughing as though we?re teenage girls at a sleepover. She has been drinking a few beers herself, so she has her own buzz going. She tells me she is saving the best for tomorrow though. The sound of my alarm is what wakes me up. I don?t even remember falling asleep, and my phone is on the pillow next to me. It?s dead and I try and recall if Katie and I even said goodnight. I plug it in and head for the shower. I know I wasn?t that drunk last night, but between drinking and staying up so late, I can?t recall. After my shower, I check my phone. It has just enough life for me to check my messages. The first one is from Katie, explaining that I had fallen asleep on her. She said she didn?t want to hang up on me, so she just let it disconnect on its own. She asked me to text her back. I do so before checking the next messages. The next one is from Amber, I reply back to her message before she freaks out on me. By that time Katie has texted me back. ?Good morning, sleepy head. How did you sleep?? ?It must have been good. I can?t remember a damn thing! LOL!? ?Oh you know, we had phone sex. You moaned my name, having three orgasms. You know, because I?m that good.? I look at the phone, nearly dropping it. Is she serious? I wasn?t that drunk! The best reply I can think of is? ?Really?? She seems to take forever to reply back. I?m sure she doesn?t, but it seems that way. ?Hahaha, no, silly. You?re easily fooled. That?s too cute. No, we just talked really late. You fell asleep on me. I must have gotten boring after a while.? My heart is slamming against my chest, I can?t decide if I?m disappointed or relieved. ?You?re not boring at all. You helped me fall asleep. I didn?t think I was going to get any. You?re a life saver.? ?Aw, I?m happy to help. I?ll see you tonight around five, right?? ?You know it, see you at five!? I have seven hours before I see Katie. I do the laundry, picking out what I want to wear for the evening. The entire day is spent wondering what it would be like to have sex with Katie. It sure doesn?t help that I?ve been so horny lately. Even though Amber is great in the bedroom, she has been slacking a lot. I tend to give a lot, but get nothing in return. It has become something that really grinds my gears. That?s when my thoughts move back to Amber. Why am I with her? I don?t seem to be happy. Yes, I love her, I know that much. But, at what cost? Is it all worth it? Am I doing the right thing? I don?t know anymore. I guess maybe the best way to find out is to see what else is out there. Making up my mind, I?m going to try and have sex with Katie. I want to see if this is lust or if there can be more to it. I know how well I get on with her. Maybe it?s time to move on from my relationship. I just don?t know anymore. It makes me look forward to seeing Katie later on. With the way she has been acting, she seems to want the same thing. I?ll respect her if she doesn?t want to do this, but she seems to want it. Once I?m dressed, I give myself a once over. I?m wearing a black dress, which fits my curves perfectly. It even makes my breasts look fuller, squeezing at the top, to show them off a little more. My heels give me about two more inches, adding to my short frame. I?m wearing my hair down, which falls midway down my back. I grab my keys and head towards the restaurant we agreed on, getting there before she does this time. Once seated, I tell them I?m waiting for someone. I wait for her, feeling slightly nervous. I?m not sure why, nothing has changed. I only have to wait about fifteen minutes before I see the waitress coming towards me. I see Katie is right behind her, the biggest smile on her face. She looks outstanding. She is also in a black dress. Her hair is slightly pulled up, to show off her neck. I can?t help but want to nip on it. ?I?m sorry I?m late. I couldn?t find my keys,? she tells me, blushing deeply. ?I haven?t been waiting long. I don?t mind. You?re here now, that is what matters. I?ve been looking forward to this all day.? ?Oh, me too! I?m so glad we?re able to spend more time together. It feels so natural, doesn?t it?? ?I couldn?t agree more, if I?m going to be honest,? I willingly admit. I know it?s true. I?m also starting to get the feeling that Katie feels the same way about me, as I do about her. We?ve hung out a few times before, but nothing too serious. The other night was the first time we truly hung out. We?ve known each other for a few months. I always found her pretty and liked the way she handled herself. She?s been single for about a year. She was with a man who kept trying to push her into a threesome. He thought just because she was bisexual, she wanted to be with both sexes at the same time. The waitress takes our order for drinks, as we begin talking about what we had done to keep ourselves busy before our date. Throughout the rest of the meal, we talked. There is slight flirting, but nothing extreme. We both indulged far too much in food, then we order coffee and continue to talk for almost two more hours. Finally, we agree we should go to a club and burn off some energy. The club is packed, just like it is every Saturday. The music is loud, bodies pressing against one another, the air thick, the lights a bit too dark, and people dancing enthusiastically. We fit right in, dancing with the rest of the crowd. There isn?t much talking, but a whole lot of giggling and touching. It seems like no matter how much dancing, drinking and time goes by, I can?t get rid of my energy. I feel so wired. Katie tells me she feels the same, so we decide to head back to her place since it?s closest to the club. When we get there, she opens a bottle of wine and we just talk on the couch. I want to kiss her again, I want to taste her lips on mine. I want to feel how gently her tongue works with mine, my hands roaming over her beautiful body. *** I feel sore, like I had been hit with a wrecking ball, stretching, I yawn, looking around. I notice I?m not in my own bed at home. It takes me a few seconds to remember the night before. I must have fallen asleep at Katie?s. I?m still on her couch, covered with a blanket. I must have had a bit too much to drink. She didn?t even take advantage of me. That?s a pity, I think to myself. Needing to go pee, I get up and quietly find the bathroom. I find mouth wash, give myself a good rinse, and look at myself in the mirror. A sore sight indeed! I wash my face and brush my hair, then exit the bathroom. I find Katie in her room, still sleeping. She is curled up in bed, the blankets tangled around her legs. I can?t help but think she is so perfect sleeping. Her chest is slowly rising and falling. I know she is still in a deep sleep. I don?t want to wake her, so I find a pen and paper leaving her a quick note. -Katie, I had an amazing time last night. I can?t remember falling asleep, my bad! I didn?t want you to wake up to me just gone, so I?m leaving this note. Text me when you wake up. Alice xxx- I fold the blanket I used the night before and place the note on top of it. I grab my stuff and quietly head out. I flag down a taxi and let my mind go back to the night before. It is so easy to be with Katie, she makes me happy. I know that for a long time so did Amber. It just isn?t like that anymore, but I still love her. All of this is making me so confused. When I get home, Amber still isn?t home. I?ve done all the cleaning, the bills are paid, there is nothing left to do. I can?t help but want to masturbate. It seems like I?m doing it all the time. I strip down, grab one of my vibrators and climb into bed. Without even having to think, Katie is in bed with me. She is leaning down over me, kissing me gently on my neck. My breathing already increasing, a soft moan shivers from my lips. Katie smiles against the nape of my neck, biting gently. ?That?s a good girl, let me take care of you,? she whispers. Her hands roam down to my breasts, cupping them both, she squeezes them. I want to touch her, but allow her to keep touching me instead. With her hands on my breasts, she kisses down between them. Her supple lips full, working further down until she is at my navel. She lightly travels her tongue around it, going ever so slow. I almost can?t breathe, I think I have forgotten. A wicked smirk sits on her perfect face, she knows what she is doing to me. She takes the tip of her tongue and drags it down from my navel, moving down towards my mound, until she is at my cleft. My vibrator is suddenly in her hand and she looks up at me. ?Open your legs for me, nice and wide. Be a good girl, Alice.? Her words are intoxicating, how can she do this to me? I obey, doing as she not only asks but demands in a lustful tone. She strokes my lips, teasing me, making me lift my hips wanting more. ?You?re so wet, Alice. I?ve not even begun yet. You?re a naughty girl, so beautiful. I will take care of you, baby girl.? The sound of her voice whispers up my body, causing a wave of goose bumps following. It?s as if they are imprinting into my skin. It?s kind of like taking ownership of my body from the outside in. Soon, she?ll be taking ownership from the inside out. I let out a slight sob. It?s from excitement, need, want, hunger, lust, and what I?m realising is a love for her. The vibrator is at the entrance of my pussy, Katie?s lips covering my clit, as she begins to suck. I let out a long sighing moan, opening my legs even further.